It feels like a bit of a temporary thing at the moment, just to get our heads cleared up. But I still have to come to terms with the fact that we may never get back together.
It's been over 2 years and most of that time has been brilliant. But for whatever reason we don't seem to be making each other as happy as we once did.
I'm not going to lie - I'm pretty much devastated about it. But we've agreed we'll always be in each other's lives no matter what happens.
We're amazingly amicable about it all. I almost want him to have done something really bad so I can feel something other than sad and empty. It's not really like breaking up with someone - it's more like grieving...
Anyway, if anyone wants to do something fun and distracting over the next couple of weeks, I'd definitely be up for it. x